poems and whatever

Thanks wrote it off the top of my head haha

sounds like a bad dream.

it does. i like it!

Well thats kind of how it started but otherwards off the top of my head? hah and thanks

it's fun to just free write like that sometimes.

yeah. i don't tend to do it in poetry, but i do it with my stories, and it's amazing what i can come up with sometimes. i wonder about my sanity occasionally...

ditto

lol usually i don't make sense when i just let random words fall out of my pen

yeah. when i'm actually WRITING it it's okay, but when i come back and reread it, i wonder...

same here. free writes in english class show how scatter brained i really am

less scatterbrained than disturbed. consider that the most soul-consuming piece of writing i ever did was a story about a girl who killed herself because her boyfriend broke up with her. *shakes head*

wow

yeah. it was a decent story, too.

Sounds like it. I wrote another poem.


I did it. I lost him. I loved him so much. The problem is I still do love him. I pray for him to be safe. I love him so much it's too much for words. So much it hurts. My heart aches for his tender touch. He'll never see me the same way again, and somehow I don't seem to blame him. I did this to myself. I can't seem to stop being mad at myself for being so stupid. To end it so suddenly. To see him everydaymy heart aches for him even though I know he no longer loves me the way I still love him. I ruined my realationship with the guy I love.....

wow... that's intense and depressing. i hope it isn't based on your current situation!

that's sad Tiff.

It kinda is what I'm going through

So sad Tiff i'm sorry your going through that know like what are you like 11? You should not have to go through that till you like 18.

Awww, I'm so sorry tiff.
I know how you feel, believe me. {I'm around your age.} and that stuff sucks. Majorly.

Tiff, your 12 dude, you may love him so much now but three, six years from now (or he!!, maybe even in a couple weeks) he won't matter. You'll just remember the bittersweet memories, but by then have a better guy and better memories to top it.
I know how it feels, for real. I had started a relationship with an amazing man, someone that I actually thought about having a family with in the future. I even used that evil M word, and none of it, for the first time in my life, scared me. But you know what? He got shipped off to Iraq in March of last year and I haven't seen nor heard from him since. I hope he is OK with all of my heart but I have a life, and with or without him, I have to live it. See what I mean?

i have a friend who writes really intense stories... they're really sad, but they sound good.

Yeah, I tend to be a tad overly dramatic in my writings. Lol

I'm that way too. I take something that happened and then i make way different. but like most of it is true. like when i write poems, i don't exagerate, but when i write stories, i make them way different from reality. lol

exaggeration is so much fun!

To all the people said that stuff;

Yeah I'm around that age. I'm actually turning 12 this Wedensday. But anyways I don't really care for Austin*the one the poem was about* anymore. He rejected me when I asked him if he liked me. And like sweetblood said I have a life too and I got to live it with or without him. I really did like Kris *Texas guy* I knew the realationship wouldn't work out because I'm in MIssouri and he's in Texas, but I told him that I liked him and supposedly he liked me back. But when I got my phone taken away for a bit I learned he was like any other guy. He moved on; even though it was only a week that my phone was gone. Less than that actually. He told me he loved me all the time but now when I talked to him he was all weird and junk. Then he told me about some girl. I told him I wasn't mad and I would want to talk to him still and not lose a friend but that was like 3 days ago and now he's stopped texting me back. I still talk to his friends and they say he's been acting weird lately. which that kinda worries me. But I got to keep moving forward. So I make new friends on Facebook and talk to them over there and texting or I just hang around and talk to Taylor*Kris' guyfriend* over texting. And KEnshin... Your right I shouldn't have to go through this stuff at my age. I got so sick literally sick from worrying over Kris. I got alcers and got close to puking. Then I realized that he wasn't worth any of this and tried calming down. Things have calmed down alot since then though. Thanks for the concern